Thursday, July 22, 2010 x 10:30 PM
today was just a normal day bah.
except that im still coughing my lungs out.
but guess i deserve it?
i still eat curry chicken when im coughing.
dumb.
but anyways,
got slapped by lots of ppl today.
khairi miss his aiming and it landed HARD on my face.
damn him.
hahas. hafiz too!
just keep getting slap by ppl.
finally talk to xinhui about my problems.
i think everything is okay le?
she say she dont mind but i just got a feeling she is not.
haiz. trying not to think that hard.
didnt go band today AGAIN.
its like so many days never go, one more day wont hurt.
they dont need me.
not in a angry way but i hope that they understand.
i really dont like going band.
the feeling that im alone in it just sucks.
well, there's julyy but its not the same la.
i mean, look at them.
always together. even going to the toilet they are together.
it is hard for me to join them no matter what.
we just have different point of view.
it has always been this way.
so no point of going.
just throw everything to them...
