Tuesday, March 9, 2010 x 4:35 AM
there are times where you wish for someone to depend on...
im tired. really, truly.
im sick of this world.
sick of myself.
this going to my newest way of relieving stress.
there is just no one to talk to.
maybe the walls around me is stronger than before.
she is the only one who i can show myself to.
it was because of me.
IM SO SORRY, BRENDA!
please forgive me.
i really wish that time can rewind,
and i promise not to make any mistake this time.
anyway, im not trying to let people pity me here.
i hate having people shooting me the "you are such a poor thing" look.
im too proud. hahas.
things getting more and more complicated.
cant everyone just hate me?
leaving me alone might just do the trick...
my mask is dropping off.
people ask why am i so emo today?
cassandra always have to be CHEERFUL!!!
i know that people dont expect me to be cheerful all the time.
but i am already used to be cheerful in front of people.
too proud to be myself...
there are times where you wish for someone to depend on...