Sunday, February 7, 2010 x 5:46 AM
another thing that i realised.
i have such a big influence.
her blog is un-private again.
sometimes, i just have to be mean.
see?! im capable of making someone hate you.
"JUST A MISUNDERSTANDING."
who knows.
they just cry and cry and cry.
these feelings started last year,
when they talk about their class LOUDLY.
infront of me, the stupid one.
they will never know how much i studied.
why should i tell them?
thats why i acted like i dont care.
i was trying hard not to cry and there they were,
"i was so scared that i couldnt get into the class i wanted"
i wanted to slap them in the face.
they only keep their mouth shut in front of her.
they wont want her to feel sad.
hurt twice.
shouldnt even appeal.
still act happy for the one.
couldnt even cry in front of anyone.
not even my family.
i can just say "too bad" to myself.
who knows how i feel.
i dont ask for much but can see the diff. between the treatment.
they will just say,
"im so sorry, i didnt mean it"
can i slap you and say i didnt mean it?
they will only pity me coz they dont want me to quit.
this kind of ppl are the reasons for others to quit ****.
i shouldnt comfort her the other day.
bitch!(myself)
should let her have a taste of 'being stupid'.
"I GET 58/70!!! wohoo!"
this is what i should say!
maybe ppl will scold me for blogging this.
if you dont like just press the 'cross' on the top right corner.
you guys are always the cute little harmless fragile ones.
ppl always take your sides so why should i care!
i not always the good cassie that always care and never hurt.
sad for you if you mistaken me.
im not that nice as i seen.
i can hate you but treat you nice.
im good at backstabbing in my humble opinions.
this is only the beginning.you will cry like shit after the end.
i can be very nice to you but if you ever did me wrong,you find yourself in a position that you regret.
